Today I got the result that you are diagnosed with autism. It is really tough to think what I can do for you. Especially since I'm not good at English like other Japanese mamas who work somewhere.
So I feel like I'm out of control of it in America. I have no power.
If it's in Japan, I could search where I can get the best service that I want for you or what is good for you or something, by myself. But here, I have no idea. From the beginning I don't know what is different culture for any of autism or what is same. What they have, what they don't have...
For example, there is YAMAHA music lesson in Japan, everywhere. I feel like it's good education for your character.
I know I need my driver's license here too. This also one of difficult thing.
I was sad when I heard the result this morning.
But when I saw your face after that, nothing changed. There was my sweet sweet baby in front of me, looking at me, hugging me.
You cheer me up.
Chronicling Baby Bear's journey from belly to birth (and beyond).
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